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Post by Tess/Tez Bola on Mar 31, 2014 18:39:12 GMT -8
Paradoxes. Life, and death, was just full of them. The husk once known as Helge had opened her eyes (a paradox in and of itself, one might add) expecting to feel pain, and yet felt none. She expected to feel regret, and felt none. Remorse? No. Melancholy? Nope. Happy to be still conscious? Well, heh. Not that either. The schiff sat up from her resting spot upon the floor. Blank eyes scanned the room until they landed on a target- and to her lack of surprise, she found two. Nothing could ever surprise her again. Two figures were huddled very close together, and she felt their familiarity- one smelled of despair, the other, indifference. Perhaps the other smelled of curiousity? It was hard to tell. The world was different now. Every past fear, every torment, every dream, was as dead as she was. Helge snorted at her intensified emotions. Or was it the lack there of? Regardless, she was alone now. The man who claimed to need her, love her, want her, had betrayed her years ago. The moment he showed face again had been her reckoning. She was what she now was because of him. As if it wasn't enough being a hollow pseudo-alive woman struggling in an effort to make her life make any sense at all, he had to show up with a monster in tow. Despite being a monster herself, Helge had rationalized that she was already dead before this catastrophe; her life had lost all of its vigor the moment he told her he was leaving. Wait. That's who that was in the room with her. Karl. That bastard. And... Chloro. That bitch. They did this. They killed her. They killed her. THEY MURDERED HER.
Helge's head tilted, her hair cascading over her face. She snarled, her newly acquired fangs sliding out effortlessly. Her hands balled into fists, her sharp nails digging trenches in to her palms. Helge shot up so fast the patrolman who was supposed to be overseeing the camera would have thought she had flown. Helge directed all that she imagined to be her feelings of rage, anger, and revenge towards Karl. She wrapped her right hand along his throat as she skidded him towards the back wall of the room. She lifted him off the ground, shoving her face into his. She wanted him to get a whiff of the smell of death that eminated from her. She wanted him to see the disgusting malformity that she was. She wanted him to regret ever coming back to this city, regret every choice he made in his life, regret ever speaking to this wretched and wasted life. "Are you happy?" she asked through barred teeth. "Look at what you did. As if destroying what we had wasn't enough, you had to come back to eradicate everything! Why didn't you just slit my wrists for me that last night? Strangle me with the soaked bed sheets? Suffocate me with your misguided promises? I wish you never came into my life. I abhor everything you are, everything you were." As Helge spitted through her clenched teeth, her grip tightened. "Despite all of this, the misery you inflicted on me, I'll give you a chance at redemption. Should I spare you? Give me one good reason. One, I dare you."
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Post by The Major on Apr 1, 2014 21:52:33 GMT -8
Karl had never maintained his life as a person that was worth anything compelling on the karmic or Force aligned scale. The usual platitudes heaped on any person could be associated to him: hard working, determined, indulgent in the arts but lacking in the talent. It was all lies. He tried. He drew. He wrote. He hummed the music that reminded him of the one person he felt he was undeserving of. That lack of aptitude drove him to be better, to surpass anything he was to be something his beloved could look upon and be proud of. This was folly. She was so happy once, having revoked everything else in a dangerous gambit that ended with her death. She was ecstatic in his arm, and he forsook it.
Helge.
You're killing me.
Kill me.
Kill. . . .
. . .
"Do not vworry much ubout shpeakink as dough it ist truth. Answer freely unt vwith confidence, Offizer. Dehr truth ist not vwhat captivates, but rather, I vwouldt like to know how zyou see reality. It ist fine. Relax. Ull goes vwell. Ready?"
"Yes, Ma---"
"None of dat, Mann. Now, vwhy do zyou dink zyou're fit to be vwith us?"
". . .Ah, because I believe in the cause, Sir- Ma'am. Ma'am?"
"Ugh. Do not udress me by titles. zYou haben't earnedt dehr honor jetzt."
"Sorry, Ma'. I mean I am sorr-"
"Don't be sorry, Mann. vWe don't deal in 'sorry.' Either be committed or not at ull. . . . Ja, continue."
"I believe in this cause. I believe we must fight for what we have. We fight because we choose to. We choose the dead because no one else will. We fight against them, with them, use them, until the dead have no more recourse or hiding place."
"wVhy quarrel vwith dee deadt? Habe dey taken from zyou, struck zyou, shot at zyou, hurt zyou?"
"Ahem. None of the above."
"Den vwhy be heir? Ist dis ein game?"
"No. But I can't ignore what I've seen. I have to protect those that I love from them. In order to do that, we must first understand them. Once there, we communicate with them. Once there, we control them. Eventually the threat is diminished. I can't run. Can't hide from them."
"Sooooo zyou fight fuer love?"
". . . . . . . . Yes."
"I see. . . Ist dat ringk on zyour handt from zyour vwife?"
"Ye-no. No. Fiancée."
"I see."
"..."
"Hm! Tell me sumdink: does this 'espoused' know zyou are heir, seekingk ein vway to sacrifice zyour life in order to 'save . . . .'"
"Um. Her."
"Ah. Ja. 'Her' from dehr horridt monshters zyou haf seen?"
". . . . . . . . . No."
"I see. Unt zyou lied because. . ."
"If I told her she would resist my reason. Or she would follow."
"Quite! Unt her display of loyalty does not move zyou? zYou don't feel doubt at zyour decision? Do zyou even love 'her?'"
"Why are you asking me this?"
"Because I determine vwot I know about MEIN agents. Dey do not. Answer. . . Now."
"Yes."
"Jjjjyyes, vot?"
"Yes I love her."
"Den vhy are zyou heir, unt not vwith 'her?'"
". . . . . . . . . . I. . . . . ."
"I see."
"Major, w-"
"Go back to zyour lover. Go run unt hide. Run quickly. Run before zyou get lost on dehr vay home, Boy. Hafe ein problem vwith dehr toten? Seek ein therapist. Apply lotion. Consume happy pills. vWe don't needt people vwho regret deir predicament, or people vwho only vwant to go ho---"
"NO! Who are you, anyway? You get to say who fights, who lives and dies? Who can? I will fight them on my own. I will fight the abhorrence, the monsters. I will do what I must. I regret nothing. I will never rest knowing these things are out there. I will seek them. I will end them."
"Boy, zyou may lack in dealingk vwith dehr duality of zyour nature, but zyou do haf shhhpirit, unt courage to shpeak to me, of all people, like zyou haf. Such moxie! Dis, I can use."
"Is this an interview or some psycho-drama game? Because if you're wasting time to get some kicks---"
"Tongue. Cut it to dehr quick or I vwill cut it quickly. Do I look like ein person vwho vwastes time, unt do zyou actually believe zyou'll see zyour lover again? Dat vwouldt imply I vwas goingk to let zyou leave heir alive if zyou didn't pass mein examination. zYou see, dehr deadt thrive on misguided fools such as zyourself, because dey prey on regret. Mein guten Karl, realize dat zyour vwords determine vwhether zyou are ein fool. I couldn't let zyou go if zyou did not pass, vwith vwhat zyou know. Imagine dehr damage zyou might do. So. Be silent unless I ask zyou to shpeak. vFair?
"Now, do zyou truly believe in zyour decision? zYou hafe dehr shhhpunk, but vwill zyou regret it, eventually?"
"Yes, Major. I will never regret leaving her."
"Good! Because, Karl, shouldt zyou ever regret it, I can assure zyou dat in dat fvery moment, der undead vwill take zyou violently into eternal sleep. Unt dis vwouldt be lucky fuer someone as despicable as zyou, Karl Rippach: abandoner. Be marred by regret, unt zyou'll findt both dehr deadt unt dehr livingk can take so much before they finally let zyou go. . ."
"You enjoy this, don't you?"
"If I hafe ever smiled, Karl, it vwas in pain. Nothingk brings me joy. I simply findt dehr truth unt prove it false."
"Then why are you smiling?"
"Because zyou are lyingk, Karl. zYou are lyingk so vwell dat dehr lie ist zyour reality. I cannot vait until zyou awaken, but I vwonder if it vwill be too late?"
....
He opened his eye, the tear ducts long since wasted, and he saw her face, snarling, fanged, fraught with pain and the lack of pain. She was unlocked. She was dead. Karl answers each of her questions in his mind, going over them in order as thus: no, but so far so that I can't feel misery. Slit your wrists? Never. Choke you with our bedsheets? No. I would go back and feel that night again with you, and be lost. Helge. I did die when I left you, didn't I? Was I always dead? No, there is no reason to keep pretending to be alive. I must go, and when I go, I must be forgotten as though I never was. Our creations are flicking through my mind like a film, and they flicker back to us, you. But it's just a memory now: the words, promises, pictures, all of it.
Yes, Helge. Now is the time to end me. End me because your face is the last thing I'll have burned forever in my retina. Eat. One corpse to another: eat.
"No reason to spare me. I lied. I regret it. I lied. I love you. Died once already. This one will only be its punctuation. Just wanted to come home to you. Always. Good bye again, Helge. . . "
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Post by Chloro on Apr 3, 2014 1:49:08 GMT -8
There he goes, thought the bitch, Chloro, as she watched Karl's shoes scrabble as he was dragged by his neck until she found a wall to pin him against. He was going red already. Chloro crossed her legs and leaned back, resting on her arms. Look at that expression on Helge's face; contorted in rage, growling dangerously. Chloro sighed and drew a stiletto from her pocket. Just another mindless drone from the freak factory. Cancer. Purposeless. She stood up and walked over to the preoccupied Helge, the slender knife reversed, when she heard it speak.
Oh, so Helge wasn't completely insensate, the halting verbal barrage showing the bright flame of life within. Now that's interesting. Chloro smiled broadly as she began to see the dynamic that tied them together. Who would have known that the two of them had such a convoluted relationship. How fortuitous that she had found Karl and Helge simultaneously and have enter the same field, although split between the two different camps. Such an interesting test...
She was suddenly angry, her attention diverted from the present and to the two figures and their glowing glasses. Major. Gukky. They were the real monsters, wearing their pseudonyms, with their lily-white gloves, prying with a delicate care of a pervert into someone's innermost secrets, weaknesses and psychosis. "Trust me. I'm a doctor." Those mantras they sung, like sirens until people believed. She couldn't blame the little people for putting their trust in them. They were smarter, better dressed and entrusted with some sort of social contract that had given them a dangerous freedom to do unspeakable things to humans. She was too smart to trust them. But she wasn't like them. She would never be.
Why did she then presume to that she could have Karl as her "test"? Why did she feel so guilty about even thinking of it? The folly of her own arrogance. No, he wasn't her test. Helge wasn't competition. They were her kin of, a sort. And she wasn't testing him or her. Exhale. She wanted them to simply see. Then act.
Helge was seeing Karl, putting him on trial, letting him redress the wounds of the past. Karl was looking back at her. Such succinct prose, he laid his life down without reservation. He had failed. It was only fitting that he laid his life into her hands.
Of course, there was still a job to be done. She scraped the dirt out from under her fingernails with the stiletto. It would be done one way or another.
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Post by Tess/Tez Bola on Apr 5, 2014 15:45:38 GMT -8
It appeared as if a synapse had snapped in the brain belonging to the creature once known as Helge at the mention of the word "love." This man trembling in her icy grip knew nothing of the term. Not the implication, not even the emotion itself. One does not make another person give up everything for them then leave them forever without even a note. Helge's face contorted as she tried piecing togther the fragmented thoughts rearranging themselves in her mind. There were so many ways she could make him suffer for what he did, but what would be the point? All this time she had no idea that he was alive, so killing him now wouldn't make much difference in the end. She'd still be the same wretched person she always was, except, well, dead. Figuratively and literally dead this time. However, death seemed like a favor for her former lover; if Helge killed him now, he would be absolved from his sins, never again having to feel guilt or remorse. No, it won't be that simple. Life was never, will never be, simple. People go about their existence selfishly hurting other people, forcing them into predicaments they shouldn't have to be in. How can these real monsters get to walk away without enduring the consequences of their churlish behaviors and actions? Who gave them the right? How long will this be permitted to go on?
Helge released her grip on Karl and walked to the security camera as he wheezed and slumped to the ground. She yanked the antiquated device from the ceiling, sparks flying around her, and threw it aside as she locked eyes with Chloro. A gorgon's stare down, monster to monster. Helge's mouth twiched, still not used to the fangs newly installed in her once normal set of teeth. She absorbed as much information as possible- height, stance, eye color, hair color, detectable scars or freckles and most importantly, scent. "I'll come back for you," Helge whispered hoarsely, unable to shake the quavering rage from her voice. She quickly went to the locked door with the full intention of reaping her vengeance. She reached for the handle and pulled with a minimal amount of her recently acquired strength, and it resulted in the handle coming clean off. Grunting in frustration, she kicked the door, and it flew off its hinges. She heard screaming just outside, but paid no mind to it as she grabbed Karl by his left arm and began dragging him along the corridor of the hospital.
Several people had tried to apprehend Helge as she pulled on Karl, and her response to their threats resulted in them being concussed upon the floor. A trail of bleeding bodies lay in her wake and eventually the rest of the on-duty staff on this floor learned to stay clear. She kept walking until she found the room she was "operated on," only this time the smells inside were different. She hoisted Karl on the operating table still caked in her blood ("Dispicable," she had thought, in regards to the lack of sanitation in this place) and strapped him down in the same fashion she was, however long ago that was. She then barricaded the door from prying eyes with the metal cabinet that contained what she was looking for, effortlessly lifting it above her head. She let it slam, hearing the glass bottles and vials inside shake violenly. Some were most definitely broken, and she saw a concotion of many colors pool from benath the metal door. Helge opened the cabinet, her dark eyes glowing when she recognized what it was she wanted. "Karl, my darling," Helge said mock ruefully. She was being bitterly sarcastic, but if Karl noticed or not, she didn't care. "This is the first time in years we've been alone together. Do you even know how many years it has been? It was hard to keep track after the first six months- it had already felt like an eternity. But you know what? I can make this romantic for us, this ill-received reunion." Helge held the vial in her hand, the black liquid swirling in a morbidly beautiful way. She found the needle that was used on her on the tray next to the operating table, once again internally remarking on the shoddiness of this hospital. She lifted it, and stabbed it into the top of the vial, extracting the contents. "You came to Corvala looking for someone," Helge continued, her voice becoming more vicious. "But it wasn't me. You came here, to my city, the city you promised to move with me to, looking for a woman. A WOMAN THAT WASN'T ME! You came into MY restaurant looking for that FREAK. But that doesn't bother me that much at this point anymore. You know what kills me, Karl? YOU DIDN'T EVEN RECOGNIZE ME!" Helge kicked over the table holding the medical tray, and sent it flying across the room. "You're the real monster, Karl. Not me, not even that thing in the other room. It isn't her fault she is the way she is, just like it isn't my fault I'm like this. But that doesn't mean I'm going to let either one of you get away with it. You say you love me Karl? That you're sorry? Well, you're going to have all eternity to make it up to me." Helge flicked on the syringe, something she knew doctors did before injecting their patients. But there was one more thing she had to do. With her free hand, Helge unbuttoned Karl's shirt, exposing his chest. She ran her finger along his rib cage, her body feeling a tremor of nostalgia. She then ran her hand back up, resting her palm just over his heart. "You don't deserve this," Helge said, her voice laced with longing. In a quick motion, Helge's clawed hand penetrated Karl's chest cavity, and pulled out his thumping organ. Over the screaming, Helge shouted at him, "You have to earn this back, you bastard!" And with that, she shoved the needle right below where the gaping hole was, injecting him with the same poison that coursed through her. She refused to be alone ever again, even if it meant walking this planet with a rotting soul. Now that Karl was back, he would be hers ever more, just as he had promised that star filled night.
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Post by The Major on Apr 5, 2014 19:17:48 GMT -8
Everything that lives must die. For the honourable it's met in an honourable fashion. They may scream or weep but they have their final moment in with a measure of comfort -even after a grenade toss. It ofcourse was painful, but they knew what they had done and how. The last thing he saw was the lifeless form of an ex-lover squeezing his torn heart in her smaller fist. Biopsy is free today with additional acceptance into undead ranks. He felt the violation in his body like ice pumping up and down and ramroding through his hips and stomach. But his body his weak from the blood loss. He didn't last long at all. And because of this he didn't exactly get the full brunt of pain that gave Schiff their distinctive personality.
Fin.
Red twinge on corners of eye. Jetset haze. There is a face in the room looking angry, haughty, as though it's teaching anything worth anything. Nothing mattered but everything looked so interesting to touch and see in the vibrant red haze. Scent. Flesh. Not from the thing in here. It was black like him inside. Useless to eat.
The restraints offered little in the form of resistance at this point, and they popped off with little effort. The thing in here continues to stare as though it expects something, maybe speech. Karl didn't care at all. He sees his life and her life like a film he can no longer relate to. The intimacy he once thought he valued was had no more appeal, certainly no more than a light fixture or the wound that sealed its edges off but did not contain the broken ribcage that perpetually would feel loose but never break until struck by rocket launcher force. It was true that the dead often have a lightless look in their pupils, but this one somehow looked like it lost more than others. It stands and takes a few steps towards the wall. There is a spill of a tiny, crystallized substance like powder on the floor. The single eye can detect every individual particle in the pile, and he is compelled to count them. Again, nothing was more interesting. Even his happiest moments and deepest fears were made to be like staring into an empty bean can.
"One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight. . ." Counted Karl, his expression as dead as his eyes, his voice completely devoid of anything beyond mechanical function. The ex-officer would easily stay there until something said move, but since he now has nothing inside or outside him, not even a history to hold unto, he had absolutely no motivation to move from this spot until the count was finished.
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Post by Chloro on Apr 7, 2014 6:58:19 GMT -8
What a fierce stare! Chloro could feel the determination in Helge’s like a sort of radiant heat. So sure, so confident. Her eyes looking, yes, truly seeing her for whom she was. Chloro wore so many faces but there was little difference from one to the next. She was always a scarred, death-dealing cancer, no matter if she wore a waitress’s dress or a nurse’s uniform. People wanted to be deceived and agreed to be deceived. But Helge, dead and with nothing to lose, had no self-delusion for Chloro to hide behind.
Her face was smooth and perfect, much like a porcelain doll’s. Not even a mole. But along the edges were the cracks of imperfection, like brittle clay. It was more a cutout than a face. and it was someone’s idea of what was pretty and she clearly didn’t care what they thought. Who she was was in the eyes - the one was blank, a perfect hole in the head and the other was red. Staring.
Shake with anger. Chloro could see the shift in the tectonic plates of Helge’s mind through her eyes. Didn’t she know that? When you tried looking into other people, you risked having them look right back into you. Except Chloro was looking through her and into the immediate future. As Helge broke down the door, dragging Karl by the ankle, she had already seen what she wanted - that she loved Karl, that she had lost herself and ultimately how Karl would redeem both her and himself. Chloro waved him a good-bye.
It was so pat. So neat. She had a moment to preen herself. Flossing her perfectly symmetrical teeth, she gave them a twenty minute head-start. Back and forth, back and forth, the steely thread wove between her teeth. Helge screams at Karl. Chloro smiles. She demands his attention but Karl is far away, looking at her.
If. You. Fear. Me. You’ll. Never. Be. Afraid.
Chloro ran her tongue over her teeth, gliding over the perfect enamel surface. Helge’s maniacal glee, Karl’s heart in hand.
Love conquers all, no? No, not really. It depended which battlefield you were on. A tundra? Bullets would work there. The mind? Love was a good contender but there were others that were just as good. Maybe even better…
Move. Karl.
Karl was special, wasn’t he? He didn’t awaken to unlife with a desire to feed, or destroy. He lay listless, focusing on the mundane. Flailed lungs, flailed brain.
You’re. Not. Dead. Yet.
The same stuff that made Diva tick made the Schiff tick. Although it wasn’t quite as simple as pumping Diva for all that she was worth into a bucket and squirting it into people. That’s why the Major was needed. She made it accessible and possible to reproduce in a laboratory. Or a hospital. Or on a street side. With nearly a 100 percent success.
Remember. Seeing.
Karl was a error. He was a failure. In every way imaginable to the process. He was very much alive, even though he had undergone biological death. Although, this was solely reliant on what they thought was success. His sense of life had been only temporarily suppressed by the evil black liquified malice that Diva called blood. In Chloro’s definition, he was a shining success. The second one to successfully survive the process.
See. Yourself.
Oh, he was a monster. No doubt about that. But a special one. Where Diva might be an Ice Queen, Chloro was fiery. He was on the edge. Helge, and by extension, Diva, might have his heart, but Chloro had his mind.
See. Her.
Helge? Diva? Major? Who knew which one would win the fight for his mind. But Chloro could confidently say that she was comfortable with any outcome. Because she couldn’t lose.
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Post by Tess/Tez Bola on Apr 7, 2014 20:51:42 GMT -8
The counting continued as the living-dead woman stood not that far away from the source, more perplexed than anyhting else.
"Nine, ten, eleven, twelve..."
"Karl, what the hell are you doing?" Helge asked in a quizzical tone.
"... fifteen, sixteen, seventeen..."
"Seriously, what are you looking at? Wait, you're counting... sand? What is that?" Helge's arms fell to her sides, Karl's heart still in her hand, its thumping having stopped merely minutes before. She too was momentarily preoccupied with examining the substance upon the ground, not intrigued with the number of crystals, but the fact that she could make out something so miniscule with her eyes alone.
"...twenty-one, twenty-two, twenty-three..."
Helge snapped out of this asenine distraction with an audible snarl. She vehemently pushed Karl backwards as to break his concentration. He was unable to maintain his balance, tripped on his own footing and landed with a thud. She looked down into his drab eye and her anger intensified. "What is wrong with you?!" she screamed. A cocktail of pain and disappointment was evident in her voice. She didn't quite know what she expected would happen when Karl became what she was, but certainly not this. Karl, or rather, this moronic drone, was so exuberant, full of life and determination when Helge had saw him last. Didn't he yearn for her during that lonely string of years? Dream, hope, plan to see her again? Did he really forsake her for lack of feeling? But... that wasn't what he said. He promised something different, something more, not this unlife full of chaotic anarchy of emotions and violence! This had to be, this couldn't, this can't, this wasn't what was supposed to happen!
"You can't do this to me!" Helge shrieked as she hurled Karl's heart across the room. "How can you be this way!? Where is your passion, your resentment!? Give me your vengeance! I made you this way so we can be together again! We can have another chance, Karl, don't you see?! We can be lovers and foes! Partners in this immortal coil! We can roam through time, untouched by age, satiated only by our love... That's it, isn't it? You don't... you, you stopped... time made you forget what we had? Is that why you're truly dead? Are you no longer motivated by desire?" Helge slumped on her knees, and reached out to Karl's face, which had drooped against his semi-bare chest. She lifted his face up in her hands, unintentionally smearing blood on his cheek as she peered into the depthless void. Her mouth opened as if to speak, but words failed her. What else could she say? His head nodded back down when she let go of the visage that had been burned into her consciousness since their first rain drenched kiss. Unexpectedly, inconceivably, she wept. As the tears came freely, her breathing became labored, unable to stifle her moans, she heard the man she had loved mumble:
"...eighty-eight, eighty-nine, ninety..."
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Post by The Major on Apr 8, 2014 6:16:24 GMT -8
The living Karl was a marathon medley of weaknesses, especially since he had a thing called Pride, which most should despise, because Pride was a fickle strumpet that made you feel like the universe personified when he held you in his arms and did things with his tongue on your ear lobe. Then he and she leaves you on an abandoned alley, and you realize that all the while thugs were taking your things, your identity, and all for a little sliver and red hot streak marking the dirty cement. He left because of Pride, this we have known just by observing the film that was his life. Now dead, what did Pride matter? Why were the dead the ones screaming the loudest? Is that what undead propagation is about -filling the streets with human like shapes that wail for a voice, wail for respite, wail for understanding. Yeah, sure, everyone gets it; why do the dead then eat those that look too closely. Weakness. They were weak. That's why they died in the first place. Karl's weakness. There was one in particular. Ardor was never perfect. It could lead to arguments and quick cutting statements that hurt more than, say, having your heart being ripped out of your ribcage. Sometimes when they were alive, Helge and Karl, they would fight with words. The stupidity of these fights had a cause -spending time apart made them both irritable. If it was a day they would become terse. Add two and they became more like edges of blades. Three? That never happened until this current ditch and situation.
A heartless, single eyed Schiff kicks the pile of dust as sobbing fills the air, and the dust cascades about a meter. It was beautiful. Like watching a kaleidoscope in three dimensions bubbling in every color.
Crying. He couldn't stand to stand to see Helge cry back in Life. Now, he was interested on how little it effected him from his stoic perspective. Back then, if they were in the throes of an argument, she would crack if it went too far because he would bluntly gutshot an insult that didn't seem like an insult from his mind and out his mouth, but when he saw the sound wavelengths pound against her ears and ripple like thermobaric missile strikes then he realized all the utterance was designed to do was kill, hurt, or maim. Many passionate apologies, regrets, double takes and pleas to take it back followed -sometimes with his vocal chords as he barked remorse like a stabbed dog. Sometimes he used his body -hands, arms, and mouth. Sometimes both. Who could mean such words in a moment? Karl always knew he was terrible at being a man. Pathetic, possibly. But she seemed to like him and accept him.
Why did he leave again?
Pride?
Ridiculous. He watched every memory lurch forward -stoked by a angry sob/tear. Pointless. Pride was pointless. Interesting that it took death to shed the need to grab unto such a stupid thing. Now he was messy, torn outwardly, and he probably stunk because of the drying blood. Leaving was such a waste of time, ultimately. Because here he was at square one. Why were his thoughts now in short sentence format?
Hilarious. Stupid man. Stupid. Stupid.
"I should have stopped trying to pretend I was man." Truth.
Chloro was right. Major was right. Helge was right. Who is Diva and why is she right? Why the Hell were all the women right? Was it because they saw Pride and knew from youth that it was a waste? Shrug. Works. He was at peace.
"Immortal coil? Actually, we can die. Though it's more like laying down for good. See, right here?" Don't ask how he was in one spot at one moment and then zipped beside Helge the very next moment. His thumb and index gently place themselves right above the back of the angry one's neck.
"You break that off, and we fall. A well placed bullet can do it. A lucky shovel strike can do it. Explosive force can shear it. So no, we're not immortal. The other one," He was mentioning Chloro, "Knows."
"For things that come from THIS universe, immortality does not exist. It does exist in others. But I think it's better to be an air raid siren than something immortal. Did you really kill me just to bring us back together? That's your revenge? And you expected me to care once I made it to the other side, this side? I would need a heart to care about that kind of thing. Where is mine? Oh. There. Tossed like garbage."
He smiled widely, revealing pearly whites that were shaped each like a "V."
"This is a joke. Isn't it? No, don't look at me like that. I'm not talking about what you're feeling. I mean this whole DEATH drama. It's a farce. Look at you. You don't smell dead right now. There's salt in your eyes. I can smell the chemicals produced by your body as they make the signals that bubble into your current expression. It smells good. It smells like Life. So if we're acting this way, we're not really dead, are we? We're just on a layover -a waiting period, an extension. It's so FUNNY!
"Think on it, okay? Look. The other DEAD go around killing and eating, yeah? But we're talking. Angry. Wailing. Well you are. I'm counting. I was counting dust now I'm counting truths. Six. Seven. Don't you get it? The brew COMPELS us to act a certain way. It is CONTROL. There is a THEY trying to control US. To make us think we are monsters. We are monsters. But not THAT kind of monster, aren't we? Eight. SELF ACTUALIZATION! It kills or grows. The They aren't expecting us to think, just to sing and kill and eat and want the SECOND death. Truth nine hurts a bit: I don't feel a thing for you at this moment. Truth ten: I realize that isn't me, but THAT. Control. Control. Control. Oh heee heee hee. So that's the joke, oy, Major. I woke up but too late. Har har har. Shush. Shuuuush. Shhhisst. Shhasm. If they find out we're rebelling they will trigger the kill switch. The Freak Doktor has a device, a pen looking thing, I've seen it, that she clicks. It has many clickers. The dead she makes turn to ash. Oh, clever, clever, clever, clever.
"We're not dead. Oh, yeah, sure. Clinically. But mentally? HELGE! You want me to follow you so badly. Because of what we had? You still believe in it, even now, even when it's HOPELESS! Hahahaha. You make a better man than I do. If you're going to use blunt force trauma to make this work, then who am I to stop you? Swept up in Life after Death. That's funny. You're funny. I like it.
"So stop crying. It took over a year to come back to this point: my arm around your shoulders. We have done it as dramatically as possible. Here we are. Thanks to you. Thanks to this other one from the restaurant too. Certainly not me. I was an idiot. So now that I'm not an idiot and finally counting, there begs a question: what are we going to do, Helge?"
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Post by Chloro on Apr 8, 2014 9:12:03 GMT -8
It's. Bad. Form. To. Ask. Questions. You. Know. The. Answers. To.
How could she talk with her stutter-stop directly into his head? Because Chloro was more of an idea than a person. If you had looked at her and perhaps had an inkling about the kind of person she was, she'd speak to you. Just like she was speaking to Karl. But she was fading, rapidly getting further. Back at the restaurant, he had interjected himself at a crucial junction. Who knows what would have happened if he hadn't piqued her interest at that point? She had lied to him, tricking him to take a ride around the carousel. Of course she had weapons. Of course she knew where the meeting was at. She even knew in which direction the Empress' meatslab guard's barrel bent. She just wanted him to aid and abet her. What a headline it would make: Devoted Death's Hand Officer Participates in Conference Slaughter.
Ku. Ku.
She was cutting the fuse, priming the charge. Would it actually work? Even if she succeeded, she could very well find defeat in victory. More than a pyrrhic victory, it would be a petard's triumph. More importantly, was her plan righteous or would she betray her hope of freeing monsters? Thank goodness for Karl. He had affirmed that she was moving into the right direction. Bring them to an abundance of clarity and they'll do the rest. Still, the girl who had blasted her own hands off asked herself if it would ever be good enough?
All these silly questions. Worrying about them was like worrying about the weather. They simply nothing she could do about it from where she stood and she'd deal with that when she got there.
She had kindled the fire in the most gentlest of ways. Now to stay as far away as possible to see the fire rise.
Where was she now?
At a lake.
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Post by Tess/Tez Bola on Apr 11, 2014 11:05:36 GMT -8
"What are we going to do?" Helge repeated, mostly to herself. She wiped away the tears on her face with the palms of her dirty hands. She hadn't thought that far ahead yet- her impromtu meticulous planning had crumbled away once Karl had seemed too catatonic to remember who she was. At least he was more cognizant now, so that was a start. The gears in her dead yet undead brain whirred as she surveyed the room. "Um, well," she began to say while fighting back the broken sobs still in her throat. "We need to come up with a plan, and fast. I have a feeling that any minute now that barricade is going to be broken through either by Chloro or whatever counts as security in this hovel. This is hard, Karl. But despite our current states, I'm glad you're not permanently brain dead. We have to put that aside for now."
Helge retracted her fangs and began to dash around the room, looking for anything of use to them for their impending predicament. "Damn this place! How are there no windows?!" she hissed. She went through each metal cabinet, every slide out drawer and the supply closet in this seemingly low-budget makeshift operating room. Upon the table she placed: a fire axe, an autopsy saw, a large pair of clamps, several clumps of gauze, and a handful of unlabeled vials of questionable colors. There weren't any unopened syringes. The only ones that could be found were located in the hazardous waste bins. Helge shuddered and picked them up carefully, which was a bit comical because, well, what's the worse that could happen? This would be a last resort tactic, she reasoned.
"There's not much we can use at the moment," Helge stated in an exasperated tone. "We're not strong enough or clever enough yet to take on Chloro or even more than a few guards with blasters. We don't know our strengths or weaknesses yet either, or how pliable our damage threshold is. So, I think we only have two options. We can try our best to sneak through the rafters, but I don't know the demensions of this place and can't guarantee how long we'll be stuck up there before we are sniffed out. Or, we can do our best to hold our own against whoever's outside while following the exit signs. It's ultimately up to you, Karl. How are you holding up? What can you handle right now?"
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Post by The Major on Apr 11, 2014 12:15:04 GMT -8
"So the dead cry, and now the dead worry? We're not making a case for this jetset life." Karl quipped.
Sure, maybe following Helge around due the nature of her gravity was enough to compel him to sprint this way or that way, but fear was something reserved for those who had something to lose. Karl had nothing to lose. See, he lost it already. Or, at least that was the way he saw such matters. Or was it the Schiff's calling to not give a bloody damn about interlopers -whether malicious sprites wielded shotguns, words, or idea-smashing hammers.
"Thanks for asking. I feel dead. I feel stiff." He then looked down to the seat of his crotch, and whatever he saw or felt made his remaining eye splay in surprise.
!AH HA HA HA!
Karl then waved his hand left and right in the dismissive sense, but the realization of what was possible certainly put him into a good mood. So good, in fact, that he slapped the side of a wall with fairy like dignity and revealed a new passage through another room. He then repeated the process through the next wall and blasted another hole with a happy howl, and then proceeded into the corridor.
There was a mess of papers and items left behind that probably were not normally abandoned: purses, coats, candy bars, cigarette packs (he took two samples as he passed) and sauntered with that gait the newly walking dead adopted when straddling the limits of invincibility.
"NOBODY IS HOME!
".....
"I THINK!" He yelled, though from this distance it sounded more like a whisper.
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Post by Chloro on Apr 14, 2014 20:13:30 GMT -8
Incorrect, Colonel Rippach. I'm here.
Said a heavy-set sargeant, the irony of his statement falling like leaden tomes, as he walked toward the couple. It was easy to spot that he wasn't among the living from his lurid red eyes.
So are the rest of us.
Several sets of glowing red eyes opened, filling the hallway. It wasn't hard to hear, even for the living, different types of weapons being cocked and readied.
Where are you off to in such a hurry? So eager to get started?
Tutted the sergeant with mock affection.
It was completely unnecessary of you to wreck the facility or kill those doctors. Where do you think our comrades all come from? Storks?
Riot laughter. But it wasn't the kind that would impair anyone's aim.
Welcome back to army, Rippach. To you, madam, welcome. You chariot awaits outside and we, as your honor guard have the honour of guiding you along the path to victory.
Smile.
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Post by Tess/Tez Bola on Apr 16, 2014 16:43:28 GMT -8
Helge's new eyes surveyed the hallway and her previous nervousness disapated. "Oh, now what?" she groaned in a moderate tone. She didn't recognize the sergeant, nor the cretins that aided them. What could this be? Why didn't she or Karl hear them come in? Were they all the same as they were? Was there a hidden colony for the undead here on Shili? How had Helge never caught wind of this? Her restaurant was in the capital city! Was she that oblivious? That in to her misery, causing her to be unaware of the world at large? Or was she just fortunate to have remained ignorant for so long?
She slipped behind Karl and put her mouth close enough to his ear. "Let's run away," she whispered, despite how futile it may have been. "We can fight our way out. Let's just try to survive long enough to get off this rock. You die I die, right?" Even if Karl claimed to be something different, she still clung to the hope that the real him was dormant in there somewhere. She uttered the question, their tailored favorite line from an old sappy holo vid, while holding her breath.
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Post by The Major on Apr 20, 2014 8:11:26 GMT -8
Ah, but, my dearest Helge, we already did technically die -and roughly about two hours, maybe less, apart from each other. What would be the point of dying again so soon? He thought, feeling brutality sardonic with a touch of cheeky jest. Of course, saying that aloud would "kill," phrasing intended, their mood. It was really too bad about these party poopers, with their rules and guns and fangs and stomping boots and hungry grins. No doubt they were looking for an excuse to open fire and just rip apart something. Even rip apart muscle group by muscle group from Helge, which they no doubt saw as some kind of subpar undead.
Karl turned, so pleased that since he was dead, he really had nothing more to lose or to fear. Well, at least, not from these nincompoops chanting war, war, war. Once he properly faced Helge, he contemplated for only a moment: now, if she had recited that part of the exchange, it could only mean his section was due.
"Okay."
Was there even any need to respond to the other freaks? No doubt, traitor, traitor would be screeched from the rooftops. See, it wasn't that he was a traitor to them. It was that he had betrayed Helge once. It got him killed. Repeating offending mistakes was something even that the glorified dead could get shifting away from.
Karl squeezes her about the waist, takes a whiff from her head, and then bounces with her down the corridor, directly from what could be assumed to be the line of fire on its right side. He steps, he leaps, and they are propelled as bullet timed blurs further and further, zipping and whipping and zooming.
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Post by Chloro on Apr 24, 2014 19:33:01 GMT -8
There is no hesitation from the troops. As Karl darts away, they're already stitching the walls with lead. But Sergeant Meyer knew from the moment Helge whispered to Karl that they weren't ordinary. But Karl turning and running from them was... usual. He was a colonel and a good soldier. He directed the first fire team after them. Something had broken inside of him. And it wasn't just the process of dying.
Squad two, head them off at the asylum.
Their headlong flight would drive them deeper into the hospital, and its painfully simple layout would not be in their favour. It was far too open, with few places to hide and only long corridors to run down. The asylum would give them twisting corridors but they'd be easily cut them off by the second team.
Sighing softly, he set after the shouts and bursts of gunfire. Why don't they just give up and die already?
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Post by Tess/Tez Bola on Apr 26, 2014 11:02:06 GMT -8
Fierce arms were wrapped around Karl's neck as he zipped down the corridors. Helge bowed her head against the rough currents of sterilized wind and winced as a rogue bullet found a new home inside her right calf. "AUGH! Talk about crap luck, huh?" she shouted. Damn ricochets. This day was not going as she hoped it would back at the diner.
She also didn't expect to be reunited with the man she could only assume was dead- the man she loved with a desperate fervor who didn't recognize her until it was too late.
Nor did she expect to be beaten up by a one eyed-failed science experiment, and then stabbed by her own pocket knife.
Nor did she assume she would die. That was a bitch.
They continued to run and evade stray troopers until they reached a hallway that contained a makeshift barricade with gurneys, hospital beds, and other such furniture. Red eyes glew in the dark behind the pathetic wall, the lights seemingly been shot out. Broken glass lined the floor like stars in the night sky, and Helge thought she heard a chuckle deep inside Karl's chest.
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Post by The Major on Apr 29, 2014 14:42:38 GMT -8
"Give me a break." He croaked, shuddering under the impact of a dozen new bullet holes to match the crying ones which had pockmarked Karl's back when he first began to evade. It was a curious thing now, to be shot. It hurt. It was fire. It was enough to reduce any grown man to a quibbling pile of tears. Yet, right now? Not so much. The wounds sizzled and smoked leaked freely, and instead of tending to the ragged rips he was crouching, ducking, swooping, pushing the noncombatant Helge around, not concerned that she might be hit, but to prevent one of those 7.92 hallowpointed bullets from tearing into the kill box.
Regardless of how robust an average Schiff could be, the proper amount of damaged applied to the proper location would ruin any one of their undead tenures.
And their eyes were a photosensitive nightmare. With this in mind Karl uses a special kind of flashbang grenade, which was much smaller than the usual device, and instead burned a much larger reserve of magnesium and ammonium perchlorate. In short, the dead didn't like it much cause it really left them blind and stung.
It was standard issue for all troops that might encounter high functioning dead, and since Karl was only a recent addition to the departed. . .
!BANG!
Amid a gout of curses and bad aimed suppressing fire, they charge the barricade and sprint past the limited design flaws of the building, once again using the walls as self created hallway until the duo managed to work their way out into the street, under the bright Shilian sun....
And the morning commuters weren't too happy about it.
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Post by Chloro on May 1, 2014 6:05:51 GMT -8
A monster on the loose was science's shame. This was supposed to be neat, well-funded and not visible to the public. Since when to Schiff go rougue? It's like having a painter turn bricklayer. It was just unfathomable. The Sergeant, appeared from the mess, punting his soldiers forward. He'd been forced to radio in for additional units. There was no reason nor rhyme why they'd want to run. Where could they go? This place was locked down tighter than a rat's asshole.
Even Diva would have difficulty getting through.
The civillians were screaming, fleeing in all directions, providing temporary bullet shields. There was going to be no survivors. And no waste either. Judging by the bodycount, their ranks were about to double. Meyer unslung his rifle and sighted Karl. He was going to kneecap him, hurt him in ways that would reduce a Schiff to tears and then toss him into the frontlines.
Just then a red haze crawled over the street. Gas? Well, nothing that was affecting the humans. Even though it was oily and had an evil smell...
That's when it struck him. He could feel his unlife-sustaining juice withdraw from his skin. He felt sluggish. Steeling himself, he managed to stagger forward, narrowly avoiding a junior Schiff who keeled over, his face ashen. Not good. It didn't help that they were outdoors, exposed to the hard light of day. If he fell now, he doubted he ever be getting up again. He could see Karl and Helge still moving with unnatural grace of the dead, further and further away. What were they? What was this gas?
The gas was disapating already. His company had been decimated and were in no condition to continue the pursuit. But he could.
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Post by Tess/Tez Bola on May 7, 2014 13:51:37 GMT -8
“Karl, stop,” Helge shouted with a grimace after they had ran far away enough from the hospital. They were hidden in an alley a mile or two east of the facility, but still far from the outskirts of the city. Helge could sense Karl’s pain, having felt the blood ooze from the bullet wounds in his neck and back. He put her down wordlessly, and began inspecting himself. Helge fell on to the ground due to dizziness. “That’s weird,” she breathed, clutching her head in her hands. “I didn’t think we could still feel, well, anything at this point. How can dead things be nauseous?” She rolled up her pants to reveal her bullet ridden calves. She was sure the backs of her thighs were hit as well, but there was nothing they could do out here where a witness could waltz in to the picture at any moment.
“Where can we get patched up without seeming suspicious?” she asked, mostly to herself. “It’s going to be hard to escape the planet looking the way we do. Actually, I may have a medical kit with proper supplies at my flat. We could patch ourselves up, get some essentials and hop on a ship out of here. I have a lot of credits I was saving up and some things I could barter with, worst case scenario. Hopefully those maniacs with those semi-automatics haven’t placed trackers on us…”
Helge managed to prop herself against a wall and stand up. She looked at Karl who was still silent, his face revealing nothing of what he could possibly be thinking. She opened her mouth to make a comment, but bit the side of her cheek instead. She felt more alone with him now than she ever did after he left.
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Post by The Major on May 12, 2014 6:52:01 GMT -8
Although they had managed to be apart for an extended period of time, there was the certain manner of a person that solidified their expressions and thoughts -which for Karl, while rusty at the study, could still manage to grasp at the overall concept. Sensing that something was off, but not so sure of what exactly it was, he breaks his dense silence and adopts a haughty grimace that did not even touch the edges of his eyes.
"Wot's wrong? Isn't this what you wanted: for us to run away together? Isn't that why you killed me?" Half chortled. You see, he was aware that he had more or less murdered her first.
"Sure, this situation seems like utter crap, but, I don't know, I feel numb and good. Loopy? It's like some strange dream. A strange dream where our wounds heal on their own. It's so odd, no? Soon the holes will be plugged up. Still, these clothes look war-torn, eh? " He began to poke his fingers through the scorched patches of his tunic, smiling as though this was all some silly vacation.
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