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Post by Dav Man'Sell on Apr 25, 2013 16:50:04 GMT -8
Situated at the rear of the Jedi Praxeum is the Gardens of the Awakened Being. A neat, carefully crafted, stone path winds through the lush and verdant plant life contained within the old walls that encircle The Gardens: a place of meditation, reflection, training, and peace. In some spots, the Jungle is left to grow wild and free, whereas in others it is masterfully mitigated, fresh soils giving birth to rows of vibrant flowers. One area of the garden is dominated by a young Wroshyr tree from Kashyyyk. Pools of cool water and small, singing streams wind through the area, and at times the scenes of nature overtake and meld with the stonework that marks the boundaries, covering warm stone with vines, leaves, and branches. Monuments mark out certain places, sometimes dedicated to particular events important to the Moon's and the Jedi's history, other times left merely to provide contrast to the rolling landscape.
This is a place of quiet, of serenity. This is the representation of Harmony within The Force.
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Post by Vesten Kor-taan on May 5, 2013 14:27:06 GMT -8
At last, Vesten came upon the day's perfect spot in the Garden. There was a grassy patch under a small tree, with enough room for his lightsaber sequences. Only a few paces away ran one of the many small streams in the Garden of the Awakened Being. The Jedi kicked off his boots and removed his heavy cloak. He stood ever so still, held his staff close to the right side of his body, closed his eyes, and took in a long, deep breath. His senses reached out, taking note of the cool grass on his feet and the moisture in the air. The slight trickle of the steam pleased his ears, playing a rhythm to the melodic tunes of whisper birds in the distance. Lost in the serenity of his surroundings, releasing all thoughts, the Jedi Master was calmed in an almost perfect manner.
When his thoughts were clear and he could feel that the time was right, he hoisted the staff with his right hand and brought it to a horizontal position at his waist. Slowly, he pushed outward with both arms, lifting the staff to shoulder height. His head turned to his left, eyes still closed, and he imagined an opponent coming forth. With a soft release of his breath, Ves stepped out with his left foot to widen his stance, simultaneously thrusting his staff forward to begin his choreographed duel.
For whatever reason, the fluid movement of sequences always seemed to allow Vesten a greater focus for meditation. His feet slid evenly on the grass as he shifted his position and battled a non-existent opponent at mildly increasing speeds. He lunged forward and dropped back, dipped and dodged, parried, slashed and stabbed. As his speed increased, his actions became much more mobile. First, successive Jung twists. Then more parries and a quick thrust forward. A Sai leap followed by a Flowing Water cut with yet more speed.
The Jedi had neglected his physical training for quite some time, and it would show. His breathing was less controlled than it should have been, and sweat lightly coated his brow and the palms of his hands. Still, he continued the sequences for quite some time, decreasing and then increasing his pace of motion as he felt the need or inclination.
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Post by The Shepherd on May 7, 2013 18:31:34 GMT -8
"All due respect, Master, but we have training rooms for that sort of thing."
Leaning on a wall not far from where Master Kor-taan ran through his motions, Jedi Knight Rutil Iorek watched him intently. The Zabrak - dressed in earth-brown robes with the sleeves cut off at the elbow as he always was, and making no attempt to hide a prominently broken horn in an otherwise even crown atop his head - was projecting annoyance on all levels, though none of it was directed at the Master himself. He had just gotten done examining a droid in the tech bay that had almost brought one of his former students a violent death, as well as coping with the fact that not even a cursory investigation had begun yet. And rather than take his usual route of going to the training rooms and slicing training droids to ribbons (possibly costing the Praxeum a small fortune in the process), Rutil figured he might try actual meditation for once. Such a thing had never been easy for him; ever since he was an Initiate on Coruscant, Rutil had been a fighter, only truly at peace when in the middle of all-out war. But for some reason, the simple practice of kneeling in a garden and listening to the Force felt appropriate.
Of course, when he entered the garden and saw the known healer twirling a staff and leaping about, any notion of that went right out the window.
Rutil pushed off of the wall and approached the Master Kor-taan, bowing his head while doing so, taking care to not get in the way of his exercise.
"Might I join you?"
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Post by Vesten Kor-taan on May 8, 2013 20:45:13 GMT -8
Upon hearing Rutil Iorek address him, Vesten allowed his momentum to wane. The Zabrak Jedi Knight was a figure that the human Jedi respected greatly. Rutil had strength of both body and resolve which rivaled those of any other being that Vesten had met in his relatively short lifetime.
And so the Jedi Master spun to a halt on the semi-slick grass, pausing to take a slow, deep breath. He turned to face Rutil with a smile, waving him forward with a nod in response.
"Good day, Rutil," Ves started, but chuckled upon considering the Zabrak's initial statement. "I needed some fresh air, and the training rooms can be too... busy."
He looked around, particularly toward the Wroshyr tree that was the towering centerpiece of the Garden and then toward the small stream.
"I may not focus much on my combat skills, but sequences seem to help me achieve a proper balance when my thoughts are most cluttered."
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Post by The Shepherd on May 9, 2013 8:06:07 GMT -8
"That's what the sequences are there for, Master. You get your body moving without thought, and it leaves room to think on the more important things."
Rutil knew exactly what Master Kor-taan meant. Having only found externally what most of his peers could find internally, the old Knight knew more than most what a series of sequences could do for one's mental state. But he'd never figured the Master turned to this route.
"It makes me wonder, though. What's causing the clutter?"
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Post by Vesten Kor-taan on May 13, 2013 20:05:11 GMT -8
Vesten simply nodded in agreement with Rutil. He knew, and had little doubt that the elder Zabrak was far more familiar with the fact, that many individuals could struggle with properly releasing their thoughts to reach that higher awareness of the Force. It was one of the most difficult concepts to teach young Jedi. How does one think about nothing?
"Neglect," was his succinct reply, a solemn tone on his voice. He'd required no pause. His smile faded a bit. "Neglect of work and people as of late. It's unbecoming of someone in my position."
His gaze shifted upward, catching sight of a small flock of whisper birds soaring above the canopy.
"So I figured I'd come out here and clear my mind for a time," he said, confidence returning to his voice, "and resolve to correct the shortcoming."
Ves stepped over to the small tree, just feet away, and propped his staff against it. As the human Jedi turned back to his Zabrak counterpart, he unclasped his lightsaber from its place at his left hip. For a moment he shifted his grip to feel the metal. The Adegan crystal within sung of the Light side, encouraging a smile.
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Post by Paden von'ki on May 14, 2013 9:35:08 GMT -8
*Paden steps out into the gardens with Kaz at his side they were always together and would be hard to spilt up as they have become close, Like brother and sister. They only see two people as they walk out and give each a bow and a good day. As both Paden and kaz could not remember if they had seen or trained with them in the past. Paden could not bring himself to interupt the two talking and walked by but he would wait till the time was right. The y both sat down near a a small piller and Kaz begain to read about healing in the force.
Paden on the other had heard about telekinatic lightsabre combat and had his lightsabre laid in front of him. He clears his mind and slowly lift his sabre into the air keeping it steady at all times. Then he focused on the activation switch, the sabre loses balance and falls to the ground. Paden continues to try this for about half a hour. By this time Kaz had read half the data on force and healing aspects. She had stopped to watch Paden. The sabre falls to the floor once again.*
"You can do this Paden just be one with your sabre, you are the same, Together part of each other."
*Paden whispers to himself while he continues to try to activate his sabre. He had now been at this for a hour now and suddenly the green blade sprang to life and hums in a upright position only for a second then the sabre falls to the floor. Paden breaths out and and in happy with what he had just done. He looks at Kaz who grins at him*
"Well masters were not made in a day were they."
"True"
*They both laughed and relaxed*
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Post by The Shepherd on May 14, 2013 19:48:44 GMT -8
Ves stepped over to the small tree, just feet away, and propped his staff against it. As the human Jedi turned back to his Zabrak counterpart, he unclasped his lightsaber from its place at his left hip. For a moment he shifted his grip to feel the metal. The Adegan crystal within sung of the Light side, encouraging a smile. Returning the smile - although allowing it to form more of a challenging smirk than a show of delight - Rutil reached for his own lightsaber. It was far from the masterfully-crafted weapon of the light that Master Kor-taan wielded. It had neither a brilliant golden blade nor an expensive and ornate phrik handle; the hilt was made of ordinary durasteel and was of a relatively simple design, and would let forth a blade that blazed with the royal blue of a Jedi Guardian when activated. The weapon was carbon-scored in some places, and bore "scars" all its own where repair work had been done. And yet Rutil had never replaced it to match the admittedly beautiful and unbreakable lightsabers worn by his compatriots. His lightsaber had been with him since he first built it in Ilum's crystalline labyrinth, and had been by his side and in his hand for almost a century.
And yet, it was not a meditation aid for him. Rutil's forms of meditation were of a much different nature, and quite far in the minority compared to his fellow Jedi. Had Master Kor-taan expressed an interest, Rutil would have been more than happy to show him. Provided, of course, the Master wasn't averse to the possibility of a few bruises and the guarantee of soreness.Igniting his own lightsaber and dialing it to the lowest power setting, Rutil stepped forward and delivered a slow overhand strike coming down towards Master Kor-taan's head; the opening maneuver for the standard Shii-Cho drills. Being unfamiliar with Master Kor-taan's preferred style, the broken-horned Zabrak figured he would open with the basics.
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Post by Vesten Kor-taan on May 28, 2013 20:50:07 GMT -8
Taking Rutil's lead, Vesten dialed down his lightsaber's power setting as well. He let the majestic, golden-hued blade hum to life. Taking note of the opening pace, he brought it up to meet the blue blade of Rutil's saber. His wrist twisted to provide a steep angle off to his right side. Simultaneously, he slowly cross-stepped left and pushed out to the right to deflect the force, as light as it was.
"And what brings you out to the Garden on this fine day?" Ves inquired casually. He stepped back a moment with patience in their on-the-fly velocity.
He couldn't recall having seen the elder Zabrak spend his time in the Garden much, if at all. Of course, he knew that such a lack of observation didn't equate to the fact that it never happened. Still, it made him ever so slightly curious.
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Post by Paden von'ki on May 29, 2013 5:34:06 GMT -8
*Paden and kaz leave the gardens, leaving the to jedi to duel in peace. They head into the temple there was much to do*
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Post by Alexis Karidian on May 30, 2013 10:15:14 GMT -8
Alexis wandered into the Gardens slightly ahead of Dav. She'd had time to shower and change into the much more comfortable tunic and pants of the traditional Jedi Padawan. In fact, she was more than happy to be out of her flightsuit. She had passed through the Mess Hall and acquired an ice cream cone, not the typical stale cone, but an actual waffle cone, and it was piled high with cafe ice cream. In fact, she nearly tripped into a fern because she was intently licking a drip of ice cream off her hand. It wouldn't do to waste the delicious treat.
She meandered over to a fountain and perched herself comfortably against a tree trunk in its proximity, awaiting Dav's arrival. He was late. She knew he hadn't just sneaked off, not this time anyway. If he wasn't here by the time she finished her ice cream cone she'd go looking for him, and announce herself in a suitably spectacular fashion. Alexis grinned mischievously, temporarily ignoring the darker mood that had descended upon both of them as they left the Hangar, and began planning various pranks.
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Post by The Shepherd on May 30, 2013 10:40:28 GMT -8
Taking Rutil's lead, Vesten dialed down his lightsaber's power setting as well. He let the majestic, golden-hued blade hum to life. Taking note of the opening pace, he brought it up to meet the blue blade of Rutil's saber. His wrist twisted to provide a steep angle off to his right side. Simultaneously, he slowly cross-stepped left and pushed out to the right to deflect the force, as light as it was."And what brings you out to the Garden on this fine day?" Ves inquired casually. He stepped back a moment with patience in their on-the-fly velocity.He couldn't recall having seen the elder Zabrak spend his time in the Garden much, if at all. Of course, he knew that such a lack of observation didn't equate to the fact that it never happened. Still, it made him ever so slightly curious. "I figured I'd actually try meditating the way most of us do." Rutil executed every step and every strike with pinpoint precision. He had to; the Zabrak had pushed himself too hard for too long to accept anything else, and it was a Master of the Praxeum he was "meditating" with. Even on their lowest setting, weapons such as theirs left nasty stings in the wake of contact.In any case, Rutil did not meditate in the traditional sense. Try as he might, he simply could not quiet his mind the way his peers could. The only sense of peace the Zabrak had ever found was with the chaos and emotional intensity of combat. It lent itself well to his position as a Guardian, to be sure. It also ensured that his presence in the more tranquil areas of the Praxeum - such as the Gardens the pair found themselves in - was a rarity that some Jedi had gone their entire apprenticeship without witnessing."Should've figured it wouldn't happen."
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Post by Dav Man'Sell on Jun 1, 2013 17:20:28 GMT -8
Alexis wandered into the Gardens slightly ahead of Dav. She'd had time to shower and change into the much more comfortable tunic and pants of the traditional Jedi Padawan. In fact, she was more than happy to be out of her flightsuit. She had passed through the Mess Hall and acquired an ice cream cone, not the typical stale cone, but an actual waffle cone, and it was piled high with cafe ice cream. In fact, she nearly tripped into a fern because she was intently licking a drip of ice cream off her hand. It wouldn't do to waste the delicious treat.
She meandered over to a fountain and perched herself comfortably against a tree trunk in its proximity, awaiting Dav's arrival. He was late. She knew he hadn't just sneaked off, not this time anyway. If he wasn't here by the time she finished her ice cream cone she'd go looking for him, and announce herself in a suitably spectacular fashion. Alexis grinned mischievously, temporarily ignoring the darker mood that had descended upon both of them as they left the Hangar, and began planning various pranks. Dav slipped into the garden with a cone of his own, a swirling vanilla and raspberry flavoured treat within it. He too had changed clothes, opting for a his usual Jedi tunic and red undershirt, sleeves hitched up to just below his elbows. He had foregone the voluminous greatcoat, which on a day as hot as the one they were experiencing, was entirely too heavyweight. It was true that a Jedi could adjust for the heat using the Force with little difficulty, it was an easy trick, one taught at the beginning of Control classes to the youngest of students, but sometimes it was just easier to dress appropriately.
It took him no time at all to find his Padawan, crossing to her with the instinctive ease that a Force Bond provided. She looked as though she had been there for a minute or two; her ice cream had definitely been consumed significantly more than his. He offered her a smile as he came to join her.
"Ice creams in the garden. Don't expect too many days of luxury and indulgence like this, young Alexis, especially not if you're going to be joining me on more of my missions."
He took some of the frozen treat into his mouth, savouring its flavours for a moment before swallowing it down.
"The ration packs taste doubly as bland if you get used to hedonistic treats like these."
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Post by Alexis Karidian on Jun 7, 2013 16:11:00 GMT -8
Alexis gazed quietly at Dav, light oddly flickering in the depths of her brown eyes. She took a deliberate bite of her ice cream and then spoke, "Though this is delicious, the purpose of food is to provide the body with enough strength to shoulder the demands of life." Growing up in the middle of Nar Shaddaa's refugee sector she had often been malnourished. As a result she appeared very small for her age. By the time Nathan had found her, she'd been close to death from starvation. It had been weeks before she'd been able to keep down even the most bland of regular diets under his and Alora's supervision. Dav regularly tried to protect her...but Alexis wondered if he had any idea what her 'childhood' had been like.
"I should probably inform you, that I refuse to be left behind anymore." She straightened almost imperceptibly appearing taller. "You will need me. Besides, it's time I started living. I am not a decoration that needs to be placed on a shelf behind a glass wall." Thick wavy brown hair framed her face, making her skin appear nearly white by contrast, oddly fragile, though if he bothered to really look at her, he couldn't miss the steel resolve that surrounded her being like a second cloak. "I'll just follow you."
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Post by Dav Man'Sell on Jun 7, 2013 16:27:30 GMT -8
He did, indeed, look at her, and saw the purposefulness of her look. His smile softened, his eyebrows peaking in the middle, an almost sad look on his face for a moment. He reached out, placing one gentle hand upon her shoulder, a gesture of fondness.
"I wouldn't want to. You have shown that you're ready, and I really couldn't even begin to try to justify leaving you behind any more. You will be welcome, on any missions I undertake, as much as it is possible."
Dav squeezed his lips together, a tight expression of deep thought and consideration, as he glanced away from her. After a moment, and a deep breath, he turned spoke, in simple, and direct, tones.
"I just needed to make sure you were as ready as possible. My first student... so long ago now... I wasn't ready to teach him, and he had far too much anger in him to learn properly. My failures led him to seek other guidance - which he found in the form of a Sith Holocron. I had to drop half a mountain on him to stop him. And my second... well, you've probably met Joshua. He's an excellent Jedi Knight, and I am so proud of him, but he has suffered greatly and I can't help but wonder if I could have done more to protect him... or prepare him."
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Post by Alexis Karidian on Jun 9, 2013 16:18:40 GMT -8
Alexis smiled as she reached up and placed her hand over Dav's, resting on her shoulder. "Thank you." As he continued speaking, she just listened. Then frowned, all of a sudden she could not remember whether she had told him about the woman that haunted her nightmares. She was dead, and Alexis had not seen her in so long that she'd nearly forgotten, and then Dav's mention of his first padawan had brought it back. She involuntarily shivered.
And then, she knew that Dav had had his reason for protecting her. She'd been viewing this from one direction only, and he was revealing the Masters point of view. Impulsively, she hugged him. AFTER having finished her ice cream cone. "Dav," she began, then swallowed as she found a stifling lump in her throat, "there is always somewhere to lay blame. We can always find something else we should have done, or said, or whatever. But, it was ultimately his choice. And his responsibility. Just as it is now my choice to accompany you in the work of the Jedi Order. I have known what it is to face pain and death, and I accept the responsibility for my decisions." She could have added that 'it will be alright' but those words sounded thoroughly hollow and meaningless to her. Often they were a blanket panacea used by people to escape harsh reality. Alexis did not have time for that.
Still, she was pleased that Dav was talking to her like this. Pleased, and proud. So, "perhaps you should tell me what happened then?" She was sure there had been success with padawans before. At least, he wasn't going to drop a mountain on her...and if he tried, she'd know about it.
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Post by Dav Man'Sell on Jun 9, 2013 18:27:18 GMT -8
Dav smiled softly, looking out at the trees. For once in his very, very busy life, he had nowhere else to rush off to. So yes, he would tell her. He nodded gently, and turned his eyes to her.
"I'll give you the short version. Otherwise we'll be here all day."
He looked out at the rainforest again, but this time in a different direction. In the pause, the moments before he started, his mind went to the last time he had encountered his wayward ex-Padawan, Jessop Tors. It had been in battle, when Jessop, allied with his greatest foe, tried to kill him. The encounter had come to pass not terribly far from the Praxeum itself, and the trio of foes Dav had faced had almost succeeded. It was the closest to death he had been in a long time.
He took a deep breath.
"When I was young, before the Empire, before the Clone Wars, my Master was a Jedi called Jo'osh Tors. When I became a Knight, he and I fought side-by-side in the Clone Wars. And after Order sixty-six, I thought he was dead."
His chin dropped, his eyes falling to the ground before them. A delicate frown formed on his brow, and his lips pressed thinly together.
"Then the Empire came, and I became the Emperor's Hand, and fell to the Dark Side. And whilst I was running around the Galaxy with half my brain rewired, doing Palpatine's bidding, I was set a mission to assassinate a political figure who had been encouraging rebel sympathies in his home sector. It turned out to be my former Master. I didn't know it at the time. I didn't recognise the man I killed as the man who had trained me."
Dav's jaw worked, before his mouth settled on a pout.
"About six or seven years later, a young man came to find me. Jo'osh's son, Jessop. By this point, Palpatine had been killed at Endor, the Rebels had founded the New Republic, and I was once again back in possession of most of my memories and who I really was. He didn't know I had killed Jo'osh, of course. He wanted me to train him, so I did. I felt like I owed it to his father to try and guide his son." With a deep, and sombre, sigh, he leant forward. "But I was so worried that my tutoring would lead him to the Dark Side that I held back, that I refused to teach him certain things. Kept secrets. Eventually, he found out that I had been in the service of the Empire, and when I explained... when I told him I had killed his father... he left in anger. He tried to find someone else to teach him... that's when he stole the Sith Holocron. When he started using his powers to cheat, and steal, and threaten, I came looking for him to try and reach out to him. And after he killed someone, I knew that I had to stop him. We fought, and he ended up buried in a cave in that I caused. That was, I thought, the end of him."
He gave her a tight smile, a smile lacking in all mirth, looking up at her again. He studied her face for a moment or two, and then his eyes dropped again, thoughtfully.
"Jessop did appear again, nearly forty years later. I've seen... fought him twice since then. He became a bitter man, a mercenary, a thug, though I should perhaps at least feel some relief he didn't become a powerful Dark Jedi. The Force is just a trick to him, now, something he calls on when he's really desperate. But what he became, a twisted, broken man, selling violence to the highest bidder, that still haunts me. Some blame goes to him for choosing that path instead of honouring his father's memory. Some to whoever let a Sith Holocron find it's way into public circulation - probably Palpatine, who also deserves a large portion of the blame for what he warped me into. But some of Jessop's desperate life is down to me. To wrong decisions I've made."
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Post by Alexis Karidian on Jun 14, 2013 12:07:42 GMT -8
‘You’re old’ was on the tip of Alexis’ tongue at several points during this conversation, but she never said it. That could wait till later. Instead, she closely scrutinized Dav. Evidently he was aging well…by now he would be what? A couple centuries old? At least? She frowned…a survivor of Order 66. Well, obviously there were a few survivors, but he was a first generation survivor as in a personal witness of those events. She would definitely inquire about that at some point. But, she didn’t interrupt his recounting of past histories with various padawans. She nodded at the appropriate moments, evincing an attitude of sympathy in all the right places. There was one thing she knew about Dav Man’sell at this point: he was a tragic figure. She wondered how much of his ego/overwhelming ‘Davness’ was real, and how much of it was an assumed act to keep people from prying into his personal life. If it was an act, it was a good one. If she hadn’t been such a perspicacious and stubborn young woman she wouldn’t have bothered asking the questions she’d asked to get him to this point. But, she was demanding to be treated as a person.
There were a few moments of silence after Dav finished, then, looking at him with a warm smile, “Well, now is your chance to make the right decisions.” She accompanied the words with a gesture, reaching out to hold his hand in hers. The size difference was amusing, his large calloused hand compared to her small delicate one. It takes all kinds to make a universe though. However, she wouldn’t have a career as a concert keyboardist. Perhaps she’d take up something else… that was a random thought. How had she been distracted into music? She was young, physically. There was plenty of time to learn if she decided she wished to do so.
“You can use your past, and not make those mistakes with me, Dav.” Light danced in her brown eyes, “It looks like you are already beginning to avoid those issues. You are talking to me like I’m an adult with a point of view that matters. I appreciate this. And consider yourself warned, I expect no less in the future.” She glanced away for a minute, “We all have ghosts, Dav,” she continued, speaking slowly as if thinking aloud, “things we prefer not to think about. They are always there. But it is up to us how we use that knowledge and experience.”
She swallowed, “Did Nathan ever tell you anything about how or where he found me?”
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Post by Dav Man'Sell on Jun 18, 2013 15:24:13 GMT -8
Dav smiled tightly.
"Well, that is a very big part of why I ever ended up on Yavin to begin with. To take the mistakes from the past, and use them to help attend to the challenges of the future. Sometimes, learning something the 'hard way' is the most... complete way to learn the lesson."
She was right in what she said next; they did all have ghosts. Many, perhaps, would have been surprised to see it in one as young as her, but Dav had travelled far, seen many people with many demons, and when he had first taken her on as his Padawan, all those months earlier on Yavin Station, he had known that she carried a heavy burden on her soul.
In truth, it was why he took her on in the first place. Not her talent, which, truly, was great, nor her forwardness, which was refreshing and exciting. No, it was the burden she carried. He took her on because he sensed it there, because he felt he could help her. Help her understand it. Help her turn it into something good.
"Not directly. There are a few notes that he put on your file, and a medical report from when you first arrived. Nar Shaddaa, right?"
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Post by Alexis Karidian on Jun 27, 2013 16:53:41 GMT -8
"The most complete way perhaps, but would you really argue that it is the best, Dav?" She looked at him quizzically. While experience often delivered a thorough lesson, she was often harsh in the process. Many were left scarred or crippled for life, other simply did not survive in the first place. Always there remained ghosts.
"A medical report?" She laughed ruefully, gazing at her hands which were still pale and sometimes appeared almost translucent if the light was right. She'd never be 'robust' but at least she wasn't dying of starvation now. Nathan had found her close to the edge of death and pulled her back from it. She wondered if he'd told Dav the story of the little red book and how he'd discovered her anyway. She supposed it had been left on Osarian in the library where he'd originally stumbled across it.
"Nathan was a good man, he never questioned the implausible guidance of the Force, even when it led him across half the universe to find a girl that might not have even existed."
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